I now believe that the lights just go out and that’s it. It was very peaceful; just flick the switch; there’s nothing there. I don’t have a problem with that and I don’t want to go through angels and demons and all that crap. Waking up was a bit spooky and I didn’t like seeing the panic on my partner’s face. I’ll consider myself lucky and let the lights go out. I don’t think I’m going to be catching up with people.
John – 11 months before dying